Feel

I often find myself (in my strange moodswings) feeling this way late at night.

What's it take to be attractive? I mean, not the attractive where people just open their mouths and gawk at you(That'd be nice too...) but the attractive that just has that naturally drawing nature to it.
The attraction where you just see the person and want to step towards them. How can you obtain that?
I'm constantly changing my looks, changing and buying clothes that fit, are too big, aren't me at all, to become something I don't even know I am.

What will it take to get that feel. That inspiring feel I get when I look at people. Who knows?