Ruthless Gravity

It's really odd how I end up looking at these in all different manners.

I see something and assume and for some reason I believe it gets the best of me, I have no idea why I do this to myself, but hey, it's just a trick of the mind. Sometimes it won't have any such thing to do with me or If don't notice, it's all about me. How do I come to solve such a thing like this? I'm quite confused myself. Maybe I find that I need to know things so badly and to an extent that I myself put my own life into these confrontations allowing me to understand and live the situation, or maybe I'm just dumb, haha.

I can't really explain my passion for the things I love or where it came from, I can only go after each of them and rush to the finish line before it's too late. A lot of the things that I find very beautiful in my life can only be done at a young age and for some reason I just now realized that. I should have been more focused earlier and I should have been more dedicated before any of the recent events happening happened. I regret everything and I'm scared someone will find them and hate me for it or something ridiculous like that. Honestly, in this situation I have no clue what to do, I can only hope things go well and for the best and that I'm just being dumb and overreacting or something like that, or maybe not.

FTC(Florida theatre conference) Booker high goes every year taking the first show that gets cast in too compete("John lennon and Me" was the last one too win and since then we haven't taken a piece) So this time instead of taking an actual show to competition, we're writing our own as a senior class and bringing it to show the world, we've already obtained our theme "Mirrors". Now Mirrors are a very interesting thing, if you walk towards a mirror going for something in the reflection, you're walking away from it, yet still walking towards it. Mirrors show all flaws and never lie and there are so many superstitions with mirrors that it's ridiculous how odd it can get. Anyways, we've started our ideas on what to do and making a title on the actual show, it should be really cool and I'm excited for it, truly! I'll talk more on that as more goes on, so expect updates.

In all truth, I don't know what to write at all, I'm trying to get my personality across as best as possible while portraying haha,.. Proper manners.

I guess I'll leave it at this and come back when I know what to see.
Adieu!